when blossoms wilt yet look beautiful all i wish for a happy ending . when sun says,”good bye” and dusk charmingly says ,”Hii !” all i wish for a serene space in my mind. i know things will get better at least they have to. but the entangled threads of wool reminds me of endless mess again . i know right that a small ant has the courage if she is determined to do that task. but still fears always grabs me tightly , more than my positivity holds me . all i get is loneliness whenever things seem soft and happy to me . it’s not like i’m forcing me to be more broken but it’s true . bitter and sad . i have no one with whom i can share all my damn feelings. either sensual or emotional. my mood swings . my mood busters are my own no one is there to carry me , hold me when i am falling apart . that’s the reason why distraction always finds a reason to attract me . i was used like a doormate many times . i was used like a chewing gum and thrown apart . i have gotten friends who wished that i can heal them and support them in need but they won’t effort a single inch to calm me down. all i have gotten is loneliness and bitterness of this damn hypocritical world . and so now i am alone and sad . i can’t relax me anymore and pretend falsely .
Trying , trying but still not getting what’s that , which I’m forgetting am I going in the right direction ? these questions arise with objection figuring out and chasing but still not getting 😣😩
Yes , for sure frustration will grab you so hard because of your failure and you won’t be able to come out from that at the very moment . but at the time , when you are finally in your own control try to anticipate on what you are actually doing .
Ask yourself certain questions : Why I’m continuously facing failures ? What else should be added in my efforts ? Am I focussing on the right direction ? Am I really interested to be on that path ?
And surely , may be not soon but definitely after a certain period of time you will start getting all your answers , hence , you will find the way how to get succeed .
Attitude is very important aspect in a human life . A good and optimistic attitude leads to happy and self-satisfied life . You don’t have to study many self – help books , but firstly you need to understand and read your own attitude. You should know , how to react on a certain panick situation .
Just try to handle yourself . Time and things will be with you . Have good vibes ahead .